Fitspiration

I wanted to add this in so I'll remember it. I've had some positive comments the last few weeks and I need to write them down so they can motivate me. The other day we were playing a game with a bunch of my friends. The game goes that you choose someone playing and then you read the question and everyone has to guess which answer on the card describes that person the best. The question was about me and it asked "If Brooke was a school teacher what would she teach?" The answers were Gym, Social Studies, Math, Home Ec, and something else. All the girls chose Home Ec because they know I love to bake, but all the boys chose gym. When asked why, they all said "well she spends a lot of time at the gym, working out and stuff!" Who would have ever thought that people would say that about me? Not me! CRAZY!!
Also, I've been training for a half marathon lately but we recently put it off till the spring, anyway all my friends knew I was training and would ask me about it. The other day my friend Brandon told me he was going to run a half marathon in November because I inspired him to. WHAT?! I inspired someone?! Everytime something like this happens it still amazes me. My friend Christina told me last night that she can't believe the change just from last year. It's hard for me to see the difference at all. Sometimes I still just feel like my 232 pound self. Anyway, just a few little things to keep me going :)

1st week back

So this week has been...ok. I didn't do as well as I wanted to, but I did better then past weeks. So I guess as long as I'm progressing that's good. I did track this whole week which is a BIG thing for me. It always amazes me how much I don't realize I'm eating until I track. Lots of forgotten calories for sure. I weighed in this morning at 189.8...which I'm not really sure how that happened. Yesterday I was at 187.2 and I didn't eat a TON of food or anything yesterday. I also didn't work out yesterday either though so maybe that was the reason. I only ended up working out 2 times this week. I did try to go to the gym Thursday night but my IPOD was dead when I got there and there isn't much with cardio that I can do without my IPOD at 10:00pm so I came home. Saturday morning I did a 3 mile run and then a core class for half an hour. And Monday I did a lifting class for 45 minutes, a core class for 30 minutes and a cardio class for 45 minutes. My HR monitor said I burned 956 calories. Not too bad! I realized this week that I do NOT work out well at home (unless it's a run). I need people there to motivate me and push me to work harder. I give up way to easy if I'm working out alone. I have to remember this whenever I tell myself, "Oh I'll just go home and do a workout video instead of go to the gym." Usually it doesn't happen (i.e. Friday) because I get lazy and have tons of other things to do when I get home that I don't want to work out. So anyway, this week wasn't horrible, but it wasn't great either. Definitely lots of room for improvement. I'm a little worried about this upcoming week because I'm going up to Utah from Thursday to Monday. I'm going to have to make a large effort to eat what I know I should, and try to get some exercise everyday. Fruit is going to be my saving grace I think. I need to eat as much of that as I can. We are taking family pictures in October and I really want to be at my lowest weight. I would love to lose about 10 pounds before then. That is what I have to keep in mind everytime I want to eat something I shouldn't.
Every month my friends and I have a music exchange where we pick a theme and have to make a playlist which we then share with everyone (give to everyone). This months theme was "workout mix" so I have tons of new songs to work out too! I can't tell you how excited I am about this, I've needed new workout music forever!
I REALLY don't want to weigh in tonight but I know I need to. I just know I'm going to be up and I hate that feeling but I guess I just have to do it and get it over with. It's just easier to stay in denial if I don't actually weight in with Weight Watchers even if I am weighing myself at home. From here on out it'll be down!! I love the picture at the top. It's so true! Everything about weight lose is hard, but being overweight is also hard. I choose to lose weight, that will be my "hard." I will try to write more this week, if for no else then just myself. Maybe it will keep in on the right path if I'm thinking about it more.

I'm back!!

So over the last 2 years or so I've lost 50 pounds (well about 45 at the moment...). I've been doing Weight Watchers and I really do love it. It shouldn't take a normal people this long to lose this amount of weight on Weight Watchers, but I am perfectly happy with the amount of time it has taken me. By losing it slow I've made habits that I know will always be a part of my life. I workout at least 4 times a week now and I think about everything that goes into my mouth, whether good or bad (cause let's face it I do NOT always make the right decisions when it comes to food), but at least I am aware of what I should and shouldn't be eating. I remember before I started this whole thing I had no idea the amount of calories I was eating. It shocked me to read labels and to track points and realize how unhealthy I was. I know this just sounds like everyone else's story about weight lose but it's mine too. All the cliques are true, eat less, eat right and exercise...that's all it takes. At least for me. I don't presume to be a weight lose expert but I know I'm doing something right.
       I've been fluctuating around 50 pounds for awhile now and I really need to get my butt in gear. I'm going to be totally honest on this blog in the hopes that it will make me want to do better and be better since I know all of my followers (if there is anyone left at all :) ) are reading this. And don't worry, this is not going to be JUST about weight lose. I have some big decisions coming up in my life and I need a place to "talk it out" :).  Anyway, so as of this morning I weigh 187.6 and I started out at 232 so that means I'm down 44.4 pounds. On May 8th I was at 181.4 which is my lowest so far. I'm obviously going in the wrong direction here so as of today I'm turning that around. My new week with Weight Watchers starts on Thursdays (I weigh in Wed night and so my new points and week starts Thursday morning) and with today being Thursday it's the perfect day to start. My goal weight is 145  which means I need to lose 42.6 more pounds. I would love to do it before my birthday in May next year. If it happens before that then great, but that is my goal right now. 9 months to lose 42.6 pounds...can I do it?? It'll take a lot of discipline especially with the holidays coming up, but I have discipline, no doubt about that. I can do it!
       My first goal is to have a "perfect week" on Weight Watchers this week. That means I track EVERYTHING I eat, I stay in my daily points range (which is 29), I drink at least 6 cups of water a day, I eat at least 5 servings of fruits or veggies, 2 servings of dairy, I have healthy oils in my diet and I take a multi vitamin. They also want you to add whole grains and lean proteins to diet everyday too. Also my goal is to workout 6 days this week. Here is my plan...

Thurs: Run 4 miles
Fri: Lifting (lower half) for 1/2 hour, Zumba 1 hr
Sat: Yoga 1 hr, Run 2 miles, CX Works (core class) 1/2 hr
Sun: Rest
Mon: Body Pump (whole body lifting class) 45 min, CW Works 1/2 hour, Body Attack 45 min
Tues: Run 5 miles, Zumba 1 hr
Wed: CX Works, Body Attack

I was coming home from the gym the other day and realized that if I was married with a family right now there would be no way I could spend 2 hours at the gym. There are perks to being single and I need to remember those :).  I also didn't have to come home and make dinner, I think I ate cereal. Anyway, I'm at a point in my life where I need to do this because I can. I need to run now while my body still can, I need to learn to eat healthy food now so I can teach my children how to do it. Just lots of things to take advantage of while I can. Anyway I'm gonna eat some lunch and I'll try to write more tomorrow.  The pictures at the top are of me and Laura. We've both lost weight over the last few years and I love comparing the first picture taken in 2010 to the other one taken on the 4th of July this year. You really can change your body, it just takes work! I'm ready to work!!